Showing posts with label self-motivation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self-motivation. Show all posts

Thursday, July 28, 2016

IELTS at IALF Jakarta #3

Writing
I like writing, and I enjoy familiarizing myself with many kinds of texts. Unfortunately, I have to admit that writing Academic text is not my strongest trait in the Writing universe. Therefore, the main reason I took this course was, actually, to learn more about the Writing section. This section was something completely new to me that even the concept of it was scary. English is not my native language, there are more rules in academic texts, and I did not know what would the test be like. Well, Andrew Smith once wrote "People fear what they don't understand", so now I'm here to share what I now know in order to (hopefully) help decrease that fear a bit!

Like other sections, you have one hour to finish it. There are exactly two passages you have to finish: the first one is 150 words long and usually based on a graph/map/process picture, while the second one is 250 words long, answering a question regarding your opinion. Anyway, I will not discuss the passages in this post because you can see the examples of the passages in common IELTS books. Instead, I'd love to share what I believe are important in the Writing section.

The first one, of course, you have to organize your ideas. During the one hour, spare approximately five minutes before starting with each passage. Try to list your main ideas. They do not have to be strictly followed, but it can help you see the key points you want to highlight in your writings. As a result, you can write your paragraphs more easily. The first passage usually consists of more or less three paragraphs whereas I like to make the second passage five paragraphs. For the second passage, you must always write the introduction and conclusion paragraphs (although sometimes, one introduction and one concluding sentences are enough). This does not apply to the first passage, where you can choose whether to write an overview (at the beginning of the passage) or the conclusion (at the end of the passage).

Second, you have to pay attention to your sentences. There are several things which can make your writing better, as told by my teachers and based on my experience. Those things include: (1) writing in both active and passive sentences, since it helps add variety to your passage as well as showcases your English understanding; (2) using which, where, who, whom, and when to help adding complex sentences, which brings up your score if used correctly; (3) making sure your subject-verb agreement is correct, which is a basic requirement even in simple sentences; and (4) making sure the tenses you use are correct, which includes understanding the time frame.

Third, also important is paraphrasing. You see, in the Writing sections, there are instructions/questions which basically give you the theme/topic of your writings. If you are confused about the introduction/overview, you can use those instructions/questions to help you with it. However, do not write it as it is; you have to paraphrase it. Do not copy the instruction/question word-by-word. Instead, change the sentence structure and use synonyms. This is important, not only in the IELTS Test Writing section, but also in any kind of academic texts.

Writing is not like mathematics, as in you do not get the exact correct number if you do the counting a certain way. Writing means formulating your own potion of words; there is a different mix for each one. Therefore, there is no guarantee that what you write in the test will get a perfect score. For instance, I have taken the IELTS test and I believed my Writing section was the best I had done so far (compared to the practices I did in class). I thought I did everything right, but it turned out the score was less than my expectation. I did not know where it went wrong, whether it was too simple, or probably there were some grammar mistakes... but at least I must have paid attention to the things I mentioned above because the result was still enough.

I have a lot to say about the Writing section because I think we, Indonesians, are not so accustomed to writing. As an ex-English teacher, I know that students these days are more fluent in speaking English than writing in English because they are more exposed to English conversation than English texts. This phenomenon does not only occur among teenagers, but also among my peers. Even my lecturer once complained that postgrad students had terrible writing skills. Therefore, I know how hard this section can be for us. Even I wrote this post with the help of Grammarly, which checks my grammar and pronunciation (highly recommended, Readers!).

Anyway, that's all I can say about what I think are important to note. I hope you enjoy reading this, despite the more serious tone compared to the two previous posts about the IELTS Test, as well as it is helpful for you! And, really, don't forget to pratice, practice, and pratice. As they say, practice makes perfect! (Trust me, it worked on my Listening section).

Till next time!

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

IELTS at IALF Jakarta #2

Listening
I have always been aware that Listening is my weakness. Even in the paper-based TOEFL test where the questions are explicit, my Listening score was always the lowest compared to the two other sections. Unfortunately for me, the IELTS Listening section is more implicit. Oh, they are not all implicit; at the first and second parts, the questions are pretty explicit (as in you can actually hear the question stated). The problem lies in the third and last part, where paraphrases and changes in the sentence structure are everywhere.

When I was taking the course, I observed that most people start making mistakes in the last two parts. Of course, this is something that doesn't need to be observed--some of you must think "You don't say." Oddly enough, that was not the case for me. I made more or less the same amount of mistakes during the first two and the last two parts. Somehow I always missed that one bit where they stated the answer. It could be that I was too sleepy to concentrate, but if so, it was not something I can fix (except by getting enough sleep before the test). However, I'm not here to write about this.

If you are normal, unlike me, and are in the perfect condition to take the test, there are actually some things you can do to help your Listening section. The credit goes to my teachers, for sure, because I was not aware of this before they told me: the first thing you have to do is to make sure you understand what is asked by the task. What it asks for. When I was an English Studies student, it didn't matter how I write the answer as long as it is correct. On the contrary, in the IELTS test, it is important to follow the instruction precisely. This is basic know-how in life and at work, but this is so basic that sometimes we are careless about it. Or could it be that we just like to rebel because "rules are meant to be broken"?

Anyway, the second thing you have to do is to spot possible paraphrases and misguiding information. The one thing I like about the IELTS test is how the Listening section sounds natural, far more than the listening recordings I have listened to during my student days. As challenging as it is, I think it gives us an example of how real conversation takes place; how sometimes people do not straightforwardly say what we need to hear, or what information we need to get. Hence, the paraphrases and misguiding information. 

Lastly, we have to pay attention to details. Again with the details! Details are extremely important in the IELTS test. That one -s/-es behind a plural noun can decide whether or not your answer is correct. You have to be so focused to avoid missing anything. 

As I mentioned earlier, Listening section in any kind of test was always challenging for me. In the IELTS test, especially, I have to be able to think instead of 'wait' for the correct answer to be stated. It is three brain processes at once: actually listening to the recording, reading the questions, and spotting (desperately) the possible changes in the sentence structure/paraphrases. Still, I liked that the recordings resemble real talk. After all, we cannot expect to find people speaking in short, clear, and simple sentences abroad, amirite? 

Taken from http://www.memegen.com/meme/pst8oo
All in all, I believe you should remember to get enough sleep and be sharp on the day of the test. Those alone can be a big help for you. Aside from them, I also think that it is crucial for you to set the limit of the mistakes you can make. I know that we cannot know for sure whether or not our answers are correct, but at the very least, we can be sure of some answers. Once you make a certain amount of mistake (for me, it's five, although I hope I won't make that many mistakes on the real test), tell yourself that you must not make any more mistake. You can no longer afford to make mistakes. This kind of determination is what usually saves me. Somehow it makes me more focused.

My teacher shared some of the websites we can visit to improve our listening skills: TEDEnglish Listening Lesson Library Online (ELLLO)English Central, and BBC Learning English. I haven't tried visiting BBC Learning English, but the other three are helpful. My favorite one so far is English Central because, on the video I opened, there were on-screen texts with difficult words on which we can click and whose definition we can read.

You may ask, can we just listen to English songs? The answer is no. People do not talk in musical notes all the time. Songs cannot help you in real conversation. However, I am sure songs help enriching our vocabulary (if we take the time to look up the meaning of the words). Anyway, instead of listening to songs, I believe watching movies and TV series without subtitles will help us more. Whereas the aforementioned websites help us with our academic lexical resource, movies and TV series help us with the daily vocabulary.

That is all I can write about the Listening section. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as it is helpful for you.

Till next time!

Monday, June 20, 2016

IELTS at IALF Jakarta #1

Many of my peers these days plan to pursue higher education abroad. The popular target countries include the U.K. and Australia. To be able to get in the universities in those countries, we--as the citizens of non-English speaking country--have to take a language requirement test. There are several kinds of tests, one of which is IELTS.

I decided to resign from my office job to take a two-week IELTS course at IALF Jakarta. My friends, who have taken the IELTS test as well as fellow graduates from English Studies program, told me that I do not need to take the course. It will be basically the same with what we have learned during our study. Also, because I work as a translator/interpreter, I would find it a piece of cake. I am, however, a natural worrywart, and I worried about my writing skills since I had not written any academic essays/paragraphs for so long after college. Thus, I made up my mind and signed up for it.

Originally, I thought I took the course simply for the extra writing practice. It surprisingly turned out to be so much more than that. I actually felt happy and satisfied by the time the course was finished. Of course, it would be a waste if I just store away my notes and leave it just like that without making much use of it. Thus, for my sake and the sake of anyone who probably read this, I would like to share some of the tips I got from my teachers at IALF. Before we start, I hope you enjoy reading this as well as I enjoyed writing it!

Reading
I have read lots of novels and popular articles, but they are totally different from academic texts! Of course, the vocabulary sets are different; moreover, the texts in IELTS test are the ones with questions. Having to answer the questions to test our comprehension of the text is something I find especially difficult because most of the times I just read carelessly through my chosen reading list. I never had to worry about the main idea of a paragraph, not to mention the paraphrases. Unfortunately, I have to be aware of those things in facing the reading test.

For this, one of my teachers actually gave me some helpful tips: (1) you have to use your scanning skill and read the text quickly. It really helps you to grasp the general idea of the text. At least, you can familiarize yourself with some of the words you might find on the questions. (2) You have to highlight the details, but what are the details? The details of a text include names, dates, places, and numbers. Highlighting them serves as something like the search tool on your e-Book. Your brain remembers that you have highlighted it, and looking for those details shall be a lot easier than ever. Lastly, (3) you have to look at the questions. These tips are not written in order, so you can do whichever first. My lecturer once told me to read the questions first to understand what you have to look for. However, reading the questions after you have done the previous two steps is also okay. The important thing is to do it in the most comfortable and efficient for you.

There are not many tips for reading, but these tips are more or less sufficient for reading and understanding academic texts (not limited to an IELTS test!). It goes without saying that reading practice is a must, and if there is one thing I realize after taking the course, it is that we have to have a wide range of vocabulary. As my teacher said, improving our vocabulary is not something we can do within a fortnight. Therefore, if you really want to improve yourself, I suggest you start by reading lots and lots of things--from reading articles and novels. You can also sign up for a newsletter from websites like Grammarly.com or Buzzfeed's Quibbles and Bits. I signed myself up for them and they are truly helpful.

Anyway, that is the end of my short and (definitely not) thorough recapitulation of what I've learned about the reading test. I will write about the other three parts in my next posts, for I fear they will be too long for one post.

Till next time!

Update:
A reader pointed out to me that the IELTS test often used articles from The Economist or The New Scientist. He shared the following links because they provided the PDF version of New Scientist magazine:

The Economist - 2 July 2016
http://banquyensoftware.com/english/the-economist-2-july-2016.html

The New Scientist - July 2, 2016
http://banquyensoftware.com/english/the-new-scientist-july-2-2016.html

Otherwise, you can just open The Economist and/or The New Scientist websites.

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

On Leaving School and Moving Forward

For those of you who don't know (and who might care enough to read this post - I know one of my students follow my blog, so this is for if you read it), I am leaving school. It'll probably be official on July 5. The reason of leaving is not important for you, but just know that IT IS NOT BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS. Students were never the reason.

Anyway, I think it is great to know that in that short period, I got new friends. I made new bonds. I know this because earlier someone sent me the quote about friends and she told me I am a good enough friend. It warmed my heart, truly. And some fellow teachers actually told me they will miss me when I'm gone. I don't know if this is the Leo part in me (I'm actually the Cusp of Exposure, so I'm part-Leo, part-Virgo), but those kinds of thing make me happy; you know, to be liked. It sounds pathetic, I know.

Some of my students also said that they will miss me, and - this was the surprising part - some of them declared that I was one of their favorite teachers. I have zero talent in teaching, and I am aware some students (if not all) see me as an Omega, so the declaration came off as a pleasant surprise for me. At least they consider me as a friend. I'd like to keep it that way if they would.

Unfortunately, this melancholy is not enough to keep me here. Overall, I still think my decision to leave work at school is the best for us all, although it had been completely unannounced until the very last second and I really am sorry for that. 

Hence, now is the time for another new chapter in 2015. I honestly don't want to look back at the unfortunate events that have happened if it is not necessary. I got my life back, why bother getting burnt by the past? Let's just hope this one lasts longer that the previous one.

Friday, April 17, 2015

A bit enlightened

I've been doing some thinking and I decided that the problem doesn't lie with my job and the huge stack of responsibility; instead, it lies with the people I work with. 

I know that according to the Dalai Lama, 
...and I totally agree! But it feels so hard for me these days that I have to give up this value that I shared with Dalai Lama.

I have been teaching for almost three months now, and it is still too soon to conclude anything, but I really cannot help thinking this way. This, by the way, I realize just recently because I just recently hung out with other people at school with whom I have not really worked together, and suddenly school became enjoyable. 

Of course that is because I don't hang out with them all the time - and that got me thinking perhaps I should just let it be because hanging out with them all the time, which means knowing almost everything about them, can make me stop liking them - but I want to keep it that way for now. I am so exhausted working with some people that I really appreciate an escape. Sad, because I have had no need for any escape back in college. 

Earlier today, my student told me that he did not like the school. He said that kind of thing to me quite often. The first one was at Yogya, when he told me to be straightforward with him and that he was tired with the flowery words people at school used to cover the ugly truth. Then some complains about one of his teachers - how she could be so arrogant and too institutional at times - then this. 

I don't know how many times and in how many different medias I have to say I couldn't agree more.

I don't like the school either for many reasons he and I might share if we dug deeper into this topic. I also found that most of the people here are the type of people I loath the most. You know, the people with sweet mouth and hidden agenda. The two-faced kind of people. My God, I hope they can be just honest and true and humble... because at times, they could be these arrogant snobs who think they know everything. Really, I admire the beauty of not knowing AND wanting to learn - a beauty that is seemingly expired here and now.

Speaking of arrogant snobs, I also found that the teacher my student referred to earlier was arrogant. I have my issues with her myself, so I might have slightly different reasons for this. I do not really want to go further into this, so let's just say that there are times I cannot stand her being a bitch about work. She's not bitching, she's being the bitch. But, yeah, some people are meant to be bitches or else the world will be a boring place filled with only prudes and apathetic people.
You see, this way of thinking is what makes me find myself relate more with him more often than with fellow teachers. And this way of thinking is not acceptable for a person in my position. Although, notice that I only mention him because not all students share the same thought and not all students have this progressive way of thinking. 

However, today, at the end of the conversation with him, his concluding remarks slapped me: "I don't like this school, but I tried to do something to make it better!" which shouldn't have been unexpected because he is seemingly just that kind of person. I used to be that kind of person, too, who does not dwell in misery and despair from a hopeless situation. 

Now, I don't know if what I'm doing now can be considered as doing something to make it better because I am aware that I complain a lot about a lot of things. I've been feeling so unhappy, but I don't remember doing something to make it better. Sure I write a lot lately, and I read a lot, and I keep watching and re-watching movies... and those do make my life a little more bearable. Still, I should be able to do something really significant that can make it truly better. He's been here for almost two years, while I'm in here for barely three months, but I'm years older than him and been through many tough situations, so I hope by the end of the semester, I can find something to do to make it all better.

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Dying Dreams

Earlier this week, my friend asked me to review his second short article criticizing a theater performance he watched and was disappointed with. Last night, he told me it has been published and asked me to comment on it. This morning, I read it. 

It was an easily understood article. His arguments were strongly elaborated, his complicated and literally-translated terms were sufficiently explained, the article was introduced and concluded nicely... so overall, I think it was a good article. Surely it was, because it has been published. 

Reading the article, I felt a bit nostalgic because, first, criticizing art (movies, books, etc) was what we did in college and it has been so long since I last did it seriously. Second, it was because my friend used the theory I had used as a tool in my thesis. That is, the adaptation theory by Linda Hutcheon. But that doesn't matter.

I also felt proud for him because he wrote something worth reading and even got it published. As far as I know, he hadn't wanted to be a writer or journalist, so I could only think that getting published was probably not his aim; getting people to know how he think about the play is. Hence, I was happy for him.

However, and this is so low of me, I feel kinda sad. I had been the one who wanted to be journalist and here I am, stuck with the job I hadn't wanted the most. And I envy him because he used everything he learned at college - not the grammar part, because he wrote in Bahasa - and got where he is right now. He looks like everything I want to be; everything I had dreamed of - not just a journalist, but also a critical one. 

Considering what I have been doing up to now, I am nowhere near my dream of becoming a journalist. Nevermind the critical one. This got me questioning: is my dream dying now? Am I now too occupied with my job? I can't help thinking that way, because working as a full-timer really occupies my life, but no. That is not the problem. 

To be completely honest, back when I didn't have a job (and was frantically looking for one), I didn't even think much of being a journalist. I hadn't applied for a journalist position - I had applied for editor or translator position because those were what I liked best. Even up till now. What's more, I hadn't tried to write anything critical and post it on some media. I hadn't used everything that matters that I had learned in college to create anything worth considering. During my vacant period, I had only been looking for a secure job. Something to guarantee a constant income so I can live from month to month.

It doesn't mean I was wrong. Being jobless for six months could really turn your head spinning, and we, the fresh graduates, were well-informed that not having a job means being a burden for your family, your country, and your own. We knew that we could no longer burden our family; we have been funded for 12 years of school, if not 16 years in total including higher institution. But most of all, we longed for that bit of independence. For standing on our own feet, paying by ourselves for everything, being able to treat the family that has been there for us. For starting from scratch by ourselves and creating our own rules for our little world. Having a job is the first step for all that.

So, yeah, probably my dream to become a journalist is dying. Has been dying for a while now. I exchanged it with the dream of being independent. So I got what I wanted. It's just that after three months and not liking what I do, I'm sorry for not trying more things before settling. Being a critical journalist, though could be a permanent job, needs more trial-and-errors. If not from applying directly to the media, it can start with what my friend just did. 

Still, trying to look at things with positive outlook, what I'm doing can be seen as a trial-and-error. I am trying this out and so far the end results are errors, but that's okay because then I know this is not for me. Meanwhile, I can continue pursuing my other dream: to be a writer. Not doing what I like gives me enough time and will to do what I like best. That is, writing. And writing, especially writing fiction, has flexible hours. 

Okay, some of my dreams are dying (or frozen, as I prefer to think it can be relived someday), but there are certain dreams whose pursuit means sacrificing other dreams. Nothing's wrong with that as long as you are fully conscious when you make your choices and you are aware that each choice has consequences.

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Jalan

Dihadapkan dengan jalan yang terbentang di depan mata, saya takut. Bukan berarti saya punya pilihan lain. Waktu saya di tanah yang sedang saya jejak ini telah habis; saatnya berpindah tempat. Tetapi memang tidak dapat dipungkiri, saya takut.

Takut apa sebenarnya? Mungkin saya takut berusaha kemudian gagal. Takut mencoba kemudian tidak cocok. Takut terjebak dalam ketidakberhasilan. Mungkin juga saya telah terlalu nyaman dengan tanah ini; yang sudah saya kenal baik tiap helai rumputnya, tiap hembusan anginnya, tekstur permukaannya. Saya mungkin takut akan menjejak di tanah baru yang mungkin akan menelan saya.

Padahal kalau dipikir-pikir, segala kemungkinan itu memiliki dua sisi. Bisa buruk, bisa juga baik. Dan selalu ada penyesuaian untuk yang pertama kalinya.

Jadi untuk apa saya gemetar, segan mengambil langkah menuju tanah baru? Buat apa saya tahankan kaki saya dari mencoba? Saya tidak akan mati karena mencoba. Sementara kalau saya tidak mencoba, selamanya saya akan hidup dalam tempurung. Pengecut yang tidak tahu-menahu selain gelapnya tempurung; berasumsi dunia sama gelapnya. Atau burung dalam sangkar yang dimanja; tidak paham enaknya terbang menantang angin karena keenakan diberi makan.

Saya tidak akan takut! Akan saya ambil langkah itu. Akan terluka jika harus terluka; terjatuh bila harus terjatuh, tetapi saya akan maju.

Tidak akan selamanya saya hidup begini saja!