You, Again (1)

For someone who has never been there
You think how much would I give?
A night?
A date?
No, you know it's more than that
Days and nights
And weeks and years
While and after

You know, you know
You always know, don't you?
How much of this heart
Has been yours for years
How much tears have these eyes shed
For you, thanks to you, and because of you
You've always known

I don't want to like him
Just because he looks like you
I don't want to be with him
Just because you're not around
So, please... Please, I beg you
To stay or leave for good
Because you know I can't decide
For us and for good

I don't want God to let you feel
What I'm feeling right now
'Cause I'm missing you and I can't tell
If I want you back or not
I don't want God to let you know
What I'm feeling right now
'Cause I know it's a shame to feel this way
Knowing you wouldn't feel the same

And I can't tell nobody
'Cause I know it's a shame to feel this way

Sadly it grows more and more

(Nov. 11, 2012)