Him

I just care so much; that if someone could care this much, and it surprises me how I do not expect a thing. I actually like the way you turn to me every time you need a thing because it makes me feel needed. I like how I feel important when you look for me. You are nobody, so why do I feel this way? It has been two and a half year, and we have never been together. We have never been so close nor have we been sharing our deepest secrets. There were others, and there will always be, who come in our way and make our hearts beat faster all the time. They come to my dreams and they make me smile, but never... never have they get my undivided attention like you do. I thought that this might have been a crush. This might have been another cliche, childlike love story. I thought you could sweep me off my feet and break my heart. Yet, what I do for you, what I feel for you, is a whole different kind of love. I know that whatever you do, I'll be there for you. I got your back and I'll be there. I will never jealous, never expect, never hope, never wait... I'll just be there. I just know: when I recall college in the next 10 years, this feeling will be the one I remember.

originally written in 181212